I miss you when I really shouldn't.
I miss you when I definitely shouldn't.
What does it take? What will it take?
Why did I have to screw up so badly.
I'm sorry.
God, I'm never going to be able to forgive myself.
Oh, yeah... I'm leaving when I'm sixteen. I don't know where I'm going, but it will be somewhere besides here.
I miss the way you laughed or how you kissed me on my forehead... How I fell asleep curled up against you and how we shared our chair.
Just answer this one thing:
Do you miss me?
All my love - Surreal
Damn, this is getting old
I'm seriously starting to hate my life.
I can't trust anyone.
The two people I thought I could just broke that.
I give up.
I can't trust anyone.
The two people I thought I could just broke that.
I give up.
Harlequin Nightmares
She said it again...
only shoving me deeper into depression.
HAH.
So yeah, I'm fat.
Stop rubbing it in my face, dammit!
It's bad enough I feel worthless.
It's bad enough I'm getting shoved to the side on a regular basis...
but let's just keep rubbing salted lemon juice on a open wound.
Hell, she already thinks I'm sleeping with every guy I know.
I haven't allowed myself to spend much time with anyone lately, though.
Just because I thought it might get her off my back.
Yeah, right.
Not that lucky.
so yeah, that crushed a good bit of self-esteem.
I threatened to leave an entire litter of kittens on her bed, though.
So I settled for just a kitten.
My sis got a new cat today.
Her name is Harlequin, aka "Harli" or "The Quin"
gorgeous.
Asher's more beautiful, though...
and also very unhappy at the moment.
But you still have my heart, so I can't really give it to either of them.
My mom is slowly pushing me out of her life.
I guess I should be used to it by now.
Wanna know gory details of why I'm fatherless?
Don't eat or drink at the same time as reading this.
Which is why the movie upset me so much last night.
Hah.
I suppose I deserve it.
only shoving me deeper into depression.
HAH.
So yeah, I'm fat.
Stop rubbing it in my face, dammit!
It's bad enough I feel worthless.
It's bad enough I'm getting shoved to the side on a regular basis...
but let's just keep rubbing salted lemon juice on a open wound.
Hell, she already thinks I'm sleeping with every guy I know.
I haven't allowed myself to spend much time with anyone lately, though.
Just because I thought it might get her off my back.
Yeah, right.
Not that lucky.
so yeah, that crushed a good bit of self-esteem.
I threatened to leave an entire litter of kittens on her bed, though.
So I settled for just a kitten.
My sis got a new cat today.
Her name is Harlequin, aka "Harli" or "The Quin"
gorgeous.
Asher's more beautiful, though...
and also very unhappy at the moment.
But you still have my heart, so I can't really give it to either of them.
My mom is slowly pushing me out of her life.
I guess I should be used to it by now.
Wanna know gory details of why I'm fatherless?
Don't eat or drink at the same time as reading this.
Which is why the movie upset me so much last night.
Hah.
I suppose I deserve it.
Hospitals suck.
Especially IVs
I didn't get out until like 11:40 last night.
I got there at 6.
Actually fell asleep with the IV in at about 11, clutching Klaatu and wishing it wasnt just my mom and my sis with me last night.
Still do.
Life's not the same without you.
I didn't get out until like 11:40 last night.
I got there at 6.
Actually fell asleep with the IV in at about 11, clutching Klaatu and wishing it wasnt just my mom and my sis with me last night.
Still do.
Life's not the same without you.
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