greatest thing dissolves away. 

So you think I'm lying?
With the exceptions of the times I say I'm fine, the only lies I've ever told you are that I just wanted to be friends, and that thing about Kia... 

Suddenly, everything is much clearer... If you don't trust me, just say so, but don't expect me to stick around. I'm not going behind your back... I'm DEFINITELY NOT interested in any other guy, except for you. You know how I am with my friends, especially the ones I've known for any length of time. How can you spend three hours pressed against me, but not believe me over a very serious matter!? 

I don't believe that this is happening. Everything was FINALLY smoothing out, and now I'm just starting from scratch.

I'm human, just like everyone else. I sometimes get distracted...

I realized that the messenger doesn't alert me when I've got something running full screen, and I check it to see that I had missed you leaving and coming back... Then I tried to talk to you and my computer completely crashed, so I had no way of telling you that I couldn't talk. I finally get it back on, and you're gone with a million apologies that I have no idea why exist. I'm sorry that you're freaked out, babe. I love you, too.

                                                                                              Forever and always yours,

                                                                                                                                Surreal

and I still haven't seen you, or heard your voice, or held you in my arms.

I missing you quite terribly now, and I want to be with you so badly, especially since during the painstaking amount of time it's been since I've spent any length of time with you, we've actually broken up once, came close to it a few other times, and have each other in a constant state.

I miss you, baby.

I love you. 

                                                                                                         Yours and yours only,

                                                                                                               Your baby girl...

I love you.

So much. 

You completely distract me.  I can't focus on whatever it is I'm supposed to be doing. 

I wish I were there to tell you this myself, and to kiss you and say that everything is perfect, and tell you it'll all work out ok.